the danger of drugs

it all started yesterday night
when i was bathing,
genius me got water flow into my right ear.
i tried all the ways i know to get the water out,
but instead of making it flow out,
i guess i make it flow deeper and deeper inside.

end up until now,
which is 24 hours later,
the water still lives inside my ear.

no joke it's seriously excruciating PAIN
much more painful than got punched by ppl,
much more painful than got cut
much more than that i could stand.
even 1000 times more painful than punching earhole!!!

and the problem here is today is friday.
taska headmistress offered me to go home and rest
but again, i'm not this kind of people x)
say i'm adamant bull.
just stay there and do some easy job
i pulll pulll pulll pulll my ears like mad
I REALLY CANNOT STAND THE PAIN!!!

and then when i'm in deciso
i called mom

“妈，我要看医生！”
很痛!!
我放工去看医生啊？

i pull pull pull pull pull my ears
and then i asked the grocery shop auntie,
can panadol help???
very VERY very Very PainFul!!!

i used to dislike panadol, and clinic too
going to clinic is always my last resort.
also, i used to endure the pain rather than taking panadol,
no matter what ache is it.

so today is the first time in my memory that i took panadol
since it seems better than pulling my ears until the pain goes off.
and it's the only thing that can reduce my pain so that at least i can work.

whoooooosh!!!
i took 2 tablets and it's effective
not pain anymore as if nothing happened

genius me thought that magic happened
and i canceled my thought of going to 24hours clinic which will sure cost higher.

and when the pain comes back
i took 1 more panadol,
now going to take another one.

now i know,
dun ever ever touch drugs.
u wont know how determined are u to stop urself from it.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING TO THE WHOLE WORLD
IT'S REALLY REALLY VERY PAINFUL!!!
T-T

duno whether it's my 心理作用
haha my right ears looks longer than left ear
x)

I DONT WANT THIS AGAIN IN MY LIFE!!!
NO MORE WATER IN MY EAR
PLEASE!!!

HELP
:'(

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p.s:
today is the 3rd day,
i feel alot better :P
i went to clinic.
thanks to rabbit n hann
im not taking any painkillers anymore.