a sunday break after so long

Finally, it's a sunday break.

Under the super scorching sun, I got the hoe and vege leftovers out to the garden, to convert rubbish into fertilizer!

Guess what I saw???
A little round thing with dried feathers, staying still on the Tar road.

"Are these feathers? Maybe not? It's a hatching bird just broke its shell? No... A little bird without the head?!?! Ewwww....."
I look around but never see any bird head.
"What's that furry little round thing??"
I'm pretty sure it's something to do with bird, since birds always come to play in our garden. Some even build nest on the trees.

After digging the soil, I used the hoe to get the round thing up and put it onto the soil, so that, at least the dead living thing got buried!

After putting it onto the soil, I'm still not done with curiosity overwhelmed in me.
I'm still gazing at the weird thing, guessing what on earth it is.

Finally, tadaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
Let me saw the sharp beak!! >.<" It's 1000 times more disgusting than a body..... It's a bird's head!!!! without a body!!! ><""""""""" And again, i look around and cant find the body....

I pour the veges onto the soil, together with the head.
And cover them altogether under the soil......

Omg what is this?
How can its head be apart of the body?!?!
Oh God, although it's good if I can fly. But I don't want to be a bird for my next life. >.<"

下辈子，不要再让我遇见难缠的女人

忍
圣贤教导说，
论在家出家，必须上敬下和；忍人所不能忍，行人所不能行。
代人之劳，成人之美；静坐常思己过，闲谈不论人非。

是我今生欠了她的话，
我愿用今生把一切债务还完
下辈子，请别再让我遇见这难缠的女人。

nerdy

Trying to be nerdy today.
First lecture supposed to start on coming tuesday.
I've already printed out course content, assignment task sheets, and lecture notes for the whole semester.

Want to have a quick start so that I won't live a zombie's life again on coming semester.
Spent hours listening to audiovisuals, reading the materials, doing notes, etc.
just for week 1, i wonder how I can spend few hours just on part of one topic.

then only I realise why is it so that:

• we have only 1 lecture & tutorial for 1 topic in an entire week
• we might have only 2 days of 4 hours lesson to attend for a week.

so much difference from secondary school when we have to

• have few lessons of the same subjects in a week
• attend school from 7.30am to 1.05pm? 5 days a week,

and what's with the text book that lecturer seldom use in class?

the reason is that there's no more spoon feeding!
everything is stated in course content.
even study schedule is prepared for us, stating we have to complete tasks like listening audiovisuals, discussing in forum, reading text chapters, etc. in weekly basis.
students are expected to be well prepared when they're attending lessons.
lecturers are just facilitators.
they're not supposed to 100% deliver the information to you.
you're the one who should work on it!!!!

I shall say, 90% self-study and 10% classroom study.
now i understand why somebody said she spent 10 hours for one subject in a week.
cool~ will try if i can keep the momentum of being nerdy. :P

Accompaniment workshop by Ms Au yang on Oct 24th

it's just too great it's indescribable in words.
:D

没有人能够永远沮丧

她在早晨起床前的梦里出现了
梦里的我还在惋惜那遗失了的美好
梦里的我偷偷摸摸不想让她见到
梦里的我偷听那曾经熟悉的声音
从她的谈话看来，梦里的她是更好了

醒后

回忆起对这事儿的感觉
一开始的惊慌，伤心，失望
然后愤怒，憎恨，厌恶
到最后的心如止水
统统经历过了

原来，
所谓熟悉的陌生人，
就是曾经很要好，到途中经历不起考验，而分隔两路的旅者。
是一种不再爱，也不再恨的感觉。

中秋节

以往
我挑出来的蛋黄
是她吃的...

哈哈~
花无百日红~

im not going to win the marathon but im going to run until the end.
have to work harder than ever.
:)

i need money desperately...
all the fees are so...
:(

disappointed with people

碰见杨佳贤与张智成
但我身边的人竟然一个都不认识
就像上次遇见李心洁，也是没人认识那样...
><"

但我尊重私人时间的
我的私人时间，不是拿来跟明星要合照签名的
:P

我们小时候发烧
不都是吃粥的吗

请问谁家孩子发烧是不可吃粥的呀？

刺猬戴的刺是用来保护自己的
每样东西、事情都有正、负面
值不值得，见仁见智
:)

乱写一通是因为我脑袋被扰人的思绪阻塞了

:(

yummylicious

everytime i eat good food
i cant stop smiling
feeling blessed
and 幸福
hehe
:)

exhausted

哥哥投诉我半夜练小提琴
爸爸骂我傻的...

就算每天3am睡觉，也做不完我该做的事
时间，被用来补坑
体力几乎耗尽了

easy question but difficult answer

how to be happy?

i'm down...
:'(

perhaps i'll be fine soon.
just another mood swing i guess

要拥有的太多？
不够知足？
不会感恩？
不会放松自己...

我想休假
6月尾，时间快转！
哆啦A梦!!!

真的很不开心啊
其实，答案我都知道
生活真的太紧绷了

现代人都这样
都爱制造谎言
骗的不是别人，是自己

有时间的话，我只想在家睡觉
在家浪费时间，在家发白日梦
躺在床上听音乐，看天花板
想想小时候天花板上的壁虎
陪我睡觉的妈妈，滔滔不绝的我...
什么都不想理会，只想找回简单，悠闲的生活
却是一种奢侈

其实，就连商场我也不想去

i was actually happy since i dont need to work on labour day

流水账

星期四要交assignment.星期二晚上不知好歹跟父母上云顶
星期三下午回家睡觉，然后赶assignment到星期四6am
元气大伤

星期四6am睡觉，8am起来,8.30am做工，1pm回家再继续赶，
3pm飞车去学校交，4.30pm飞车赶去deciso做工，9.30pm回家
在deciso时已经想倒在地上睡觉，不想驾车回家了．．．．
剩下1/4条命．．．

星期五，早上还是要做工，下午还是要读书，回到家是半条人命。

星期六，早上还是要做工，由于今天学校补课，下午3小时break去kota damansara偷闲,
2pm继续教，6.15pm回家, 7.30pm去MPO,12am回到家，半条人命．．．
不过这次MPO很值得去！

星期日，早上还是要做工．．．．．T.T

我又中多一封红炸弹　T.T

200410

i ffk-ed them twice, this time not joining them for swimming :(
coz at tuesday night, mommy asked me whether to go genting?
coz my mom dont gamble, and she wan somebody to accompany her in the room

so... off i go...
and the room aunt got is...
elite club 17th floor suite!
the room is big, with big toilet, with a bath tub inside.
but the bath tub doesnt look clean.... :P
and the room is very icy-cool, until we found out that the room is equipped with air con, and it's in 17'C =.=
i thought genting is not cold, luckily parents turned back for me to bring jacket...
the swimming pool is under renovation again!!! =.=
luckily, coz i nvr bring swimsuit hahaha~~~~

n it's my first time going into casino, despite being under-age.
we just want to go and have our supper in a western restaurant inside the casino
and cousin's wife borrow me her IC so that i will not be tahan...
anyway not interested with the games, it looks like it's eating everyone's money and the adults enjoy giving the money away.
the workers there are all quite young... 20+years old ni...

this trip to genting, in not more than 24 hours, i makan caesar salad, gongfu-chao, haagen dazs icecream, potato chips, do some assignment, watch tv, sleep, makan mee, guai-ling-gou, sleep, makan lunch, and got home, and sleep again!!!
so fattening...

and now.....
1500 words more to go...
i can do it, for sure....... :P

update!!

life's been busy but fulfilling :)

sometimes i really think this busy life can kill...
but there's moment i enjoyed too....

i've a new gang of fren, whom i treasure very much.
i cherished every moments being with them.
we have lesson together, we kepoh together, we share experiences, they teach me alot!!! we play badminton!! we're going to swim!!! :):) it'd been a very long time since i last sweat all the toxic out, blood circulation make my face become tomato-like red, and i feel the muscle pain.... syok sekali. fyi, they're not my college/uni mate. :P my uni mate teach me to ponteng, and i did once, so it's the 2nd time in my lifetime i ponteng class -.-"

of coz im not forgetting all the old old friends. i squeezed out 1 night to yumcha wf some ppl, but apparently im just yawning all the way :( sorry ppl im really tooooo tired.
i called sheruey up several times, and i hope she'll be alright. :)
zongyong how're u huh? nvr heard from u these days.
im going to watch movie wf piggy tomorrow! :):):):)
hope i wont fall asleep in the cinema. i never did!!! but now i experience how it feels to be tired until eyes also cannot open. my eyes feel pain to be opened, and i'm typing this with 3mm opened eyes. =.="

there's some unhappy incidents going on too.
it's actually not so much of my business but it will affect me too.
and my 1 week holiday ( in fact is 2 nights holiday) is going to be over!!! :(

i love my students, especially the piano students.
thanks mr liew for the 15 minutes guiding my student, she's now doing all fine in her pieces!!!
i enjoy being with them even for the very difficult-to-teach student.
we always laugh after i shout at them, or after they make mistakessss over and over again =.="
but after working the only things i'm thinking are facebook, eat and sleep.

sometimes i think im skipping a stage and being too...... matured??? or too....... greedy?
to skip my having-fun-hanging-out-with-friends time and jammed up all my time in works.
but i really do thing, at the age of 20, it's the very good timing for me to imbibe all the knowledge and experiences i need to have, to achieve what i want in the future.

thanks and sorry to my family, esp to my mom, who still have to nag and nag and nag me non stop, because i'm still not disciplined enough. aha....
thanks God that ShiHan is here to fetch me to SEGI!!!! so that i can snooze in the car x)
thanks ShiHan for being so kind.... hehehehe.....
thanks Yeemei for taking care and teaching me
thanks Ivy for everything, really...
thanks the students for giving me an opportunity to gain experience :)
thanks chinseng, thanks ms yim, thanks mrs wong
thanks Ms Carolyn the best lecturer in SEGI :P

my car has been giving me alot of problem larhhhhh
but i wont wanna change my car! as long as she's still travelling.
but my car very funny lorh lizard stand on my car also can die. =.="

ohlala im done the post after so long :)
how're u ppl recently?

please be aware

As I said, my parents is always worried about my safety problem, once i step out from house. Was given alot of safety precautions...

-Dont stay inside the car and talk on phone when u already reach home.

-Look around before u open the gate, and car door.

-Be quick when u wanna get into the car / house!!

-Dont talk on phone or sms when u're walking by the road

-Dont bring handbag (i cant... ><" where m i going to keep my purse,hp and keys?)

-Bring pepper spray (but it's abit too bulky for me to chain it together wif my keys. Any suggestion?)

... ... ... ... ...

Yesterday, was given reminder again that there's alot of cases of robbery ... ... ... reported in the newspaper during this CNY.

It's public holiday again!!!! i only have to work from 3.15pm.

3pm, i open the auto gate to walk out and get my car which's parked outside.

right after the auto gate is opened, i saw a van passing by.

A van, with the windows all screened down, with yellow-skin and dark brown-skin men inside.

Chinese/Indian/Vietnamese/Bangladesh/??? i really dont have any idea catching just a glimpse of them.

Feeling regret why i didnt look around before i open the gate, I stare at the van, especially the dark-skin fellow who sit at the left side of the backseat. who's nearest to my sight, and the most obvious one having dark skin alone.

My intuition tells me something really goes wrong, when he stare at me too, with his eyeballs trying to pop out...

I quickly close my auto gate, and we continue staring at each other. Even when the van is turning left into the blind-alley, he tilt his head to stare at me, until the van goes out of my sight.

Having no time to delay or i'll be late to work, i decide to walk out from my house. After getting into my car, I was having dilemma... Go into the house to get the guardhouse's phone number?? Wait and see whether they'll come out?? Drive off without thinking too much???

I step on the oil pedal and turn right... Coincidently, the van came out from the blind alley and was following behind me. I have a glance on their carplate, keep it in mind, called my mom telling her the car plate number and asking her to be careful ( i already forgot what's the number now)

I turn right again, deciding to go one round back to my house. The van go straight to another blind alley again. After getting home, i U turn and drive up the slope, the van is going out of my sight turning out from our housing area on top of the slope. Strange thing is the van's door is opened, and it's closed when they're going out to the main road..

I dont think so that they're paying a visit to their friend's house? Or going for any service of airconds or whatsoever. Since they go into the blind alleys and get out of it so soon that they dont even have the time to get down from van?

and i was amused by myself being so brave to stare at the indian??? so firercely... ... especially when the auto gate is not closed yet!!! what if???

nah.... i feel grateful that it's over...

friends, please take care and be conscious on people around you. you might be able to avoid it from happening on you.

I dont know if i'm thinking too much or having too much creative imagination.

If it's true that they're not bad guys, thanks to my parents who let my imagination goes unbridled.

But we just dont wish that it'll happen right??

just try to be aware of the social problems when u're out of home.

stress T.T

the Stress-free February.....
ends with a very stressful orientation telling me i have so much to learn on my own...
jiayou!!! :S

perhaps there'll be no more yumcha/movie/shopping session anymore.
i need more sleep!!! so that i dont yawn that often.... ><"

CNY

Chinese New Year, a festival whereby family and friends get to gather together, celebrating for a brand new start of the year. For the past few years, i had been spending my chinese new year holiday with my family and relatives, in which we visit every relatives from maternal side for the entire holiday, until school reopen.

Things go the other way round this year... ...

It started off last year when i found myself being bored in cousin's house during Chinese New Year. Cousin brother and cousin sisters were all hanging out with friends, leaving my brother and i staying in cousin's house, listening to the chit-chat of the elderly. The curse could not be spoilt. When children grow up, they'll tend to hang out with friends, rather than following parents to house-visit.

This year, I only spent few days with my family, and get myself out of home almost everyday after Chu 1. Since the sun is so strong and it's freaking hot in daytime, the time i gather around with friends is usually nighttime, and was home at about 12am to 1am, almost every night.

Yea there's curfew that i must be home latest at 12am.
Giving myself an excuse, i said to myself "Aiya Chinese New Year ma... we hardly have time to gather together with friends"
I dare myself to go home at 1am, and it succeed x) only for 2 days larh....

so still keep on hanging with friends, till everyone in the house, even brother also complaint " wa u pandai jalan huh?" till the long long public holiday is over, im still hanging out at night... haha i admit i feel very sinful not spending much time with family during chinese new year.

until yesterday night!!
i slipped out of house again...........
aha! i know there'll be one day!!!!
dad called up at 12am...... and lecture me T.T

primary school mate said "hey u're 20 now wehhhh..... my dad dont control me like this...."

hahaha.... ya i'm 20, but....
they're very understanding already haha they tolerate me until 初11
actually the reason why they always control me is because...
they worry that i will be snatched by robbers
or i will be kidnapped, or i will be raped
or my drinks kena add something...
or i ... .... .... ... ... ...
everything that's not good....
><"

pity them, they worry too much....
things that will happen, will happen no matter what
things that wont happen, worry too much for what?
我会自爱啦！

anyway putting myself in their shoes, i also dont hope anything bad to happen on my daughter geh....
zzzzz....

Chinese New Year holiday rocks laaaa!!!!
x)

orientation

after a year of hiatus...
tomorrow is orientation again
but i dont have any excitement.

no new shoes for school-reopen
no new bag for school reopen
no new clothes for school reopen
(i know i hv more than enough clothes already)
no new stationery for school reopen

like i dont have to prepare anything

most importantly,
no-feel for school reopen too

haihhhhhh....
all the best minhui
:S

life's full of unexpected...

REPTILES

大年初四, a reptile stayed still on the hangers for more than 4 hours.

from the time bro hang on clothes after our dinner, until i was back home at 1am, which is my turn to hang on my washed clothes.

now i must get it down or i dont have enough hanger to hang on my clothes.

Neither do i want it to walk all over my clothes!!!!

nobody wanna help me to get it down. :(
Bro:" i'm not free, playing game..."
mom:"it wont eat u"
dad:"u're no more 3 or 5 years old, this kind of thing also cant settle?"
*depressed* :'(

shits!!!!!

so many auntiesss so old d still fear of cockroach wehhh!!!!

this is so huge u know?!!?!?!?!?! 5 times bigger than a lizard!!!! what's the matter with age? not understanding at all larh!! im a girl weh.... T.T

can i call someone to come n help??? sounds ridiculous T.T

ohkay ohkay im not 3 or 5 years old ad... no tears... no problem!
me:"heyhey im not going to hurt eu... i jz wanna help u to get down but juz dun move too fast k?? come down!!! come down wehhhhh!!!!! :X"

phewwww thanks god it's slow in motion!!! :D

i know ur territory is invaded by the developer.... :S
find ur friends k? but dun come to my house anymore lerh....
my house got dogs lerhhhh they'll bite eu!!! faster go larh.... bye!

my first accomplishment in tiger year

wtf

=.=

turning into 20 this year, no more a teenager.

i thought that the term "rebellious" will no longer follow me too.

but in fact i had alot of controversies with parents over small matters.

they still see me as a kid, and we just cant have the mutual understanding.

i admit that yea i was wrong too.

but.....

it's CNY eve.

aishan called me up to go her house to play firecrackers.

dad:" u know how far is it from here to sg buloh?"

me:"10 minutes drive only what"

dad:"u know what's the time now?"

me:"they started at 11pm only"

dad:"u thought passing by the guard house is so easy?"

me:"my other friends are now there too..."

=.=

everytime

New Year eve, CNY eve, whatever eve.

u make sure that the 2 youngster stay home,with their friends having fun out there.

ya it's for our own good, but u nvr think of our feelings.

yes yes yes yes yes it's very dangerous out there

i just have to make sure i'm very safe at home, facing the computer, listening to the firecrackers, and thinking of friends out there, and asking myself why am i home.

shits.

haih...
was talking to my friend just now
and i really think that i'm really really really lucky to have so much ppl to help me in my life
so much ppl giving me chances, teaching me things.
omg i really feel grateful
to be continue.

办公室风云

哎呀呀呀
大事化小
小事化无
!!!

+.-.+.-.+.-.+.-.+.-.+

办公室少不了
“这里讲这里散”
的话题

-.+.-.+.-.+.-.+.-.+.-

认识一班好玩的人
还有很关照我的yeemei
:)

我有长辈缘？
还有被欺负缘 :(
又给同事欺负（虽然我不觉得是这样啦！）
又给老板欺负（老板欺负我能者多劳）
又给老师欺负（每天叫我帮她upload她去旅行的照片去facebook)

sob...
haha~

was happily enjoying gathering in yeemei's house
and then i reach home, mommy ngam me ngam me ngam me
until i dun feel like going home tomorrow after work
=.="

omg my volcano is going to errupt.
my neck is very pain arh!!!!
zip up zip up :(

fB

我去年/前年交了很多长辈朋友

可能他们只有我那么一个年纪比较轻的朋友？

有两位
他们每次
“诶敏惠啊！”

我就料到他们下一句话是
“那个facebook horh, ... ...”

=.="
还是尽我所能地回答她们的问题
心里os说，我真的没有玩restaurant city了啊~！

大日子

最近taska satu satu的流行歌曲：

兜一圈 又一年 春回到人间
看世间 每一天 不停在转变
多少年 泛黄的 那张贺年片
一直留在我记忆里面

绕一圈 又一年 长长的思念
这一天 多疲倦 心只有团圆
有了你在身边 约好在今天
我们牵手看福到人间

抱一抱 笑一笑
肩并肩 欢呼 嘿 新年好
蒸年糕 步步高
吃得饱睡得好 乐陶陶

大日子 一个好开始
每一步 有梦有坚持
这条路 只要有付出
走一步 每一步 不怕输

大日子 一个好开始
道祝福 看一元复始
这旅途 要珍惜彼此
祝愿你丰衣足食

and

弟弟笑 妹妹笑
因为新年已来到
我们一起拿红包
快快乐乐哈哈笑

xD

看他们唱得那么起劲
感触...

妈

今天，
9am做工，2pm回家，
5pm做工，6.30pm回家，
7点开会，9.30pm回家。

6.30pm,回家之前我拨电话问妈妈煮好了没，心想若还没煮好我就直接去开会。妈说煮好了。我回到家，妈妈不舒服在床上休息。吃饱后，就开会去了。

9.30pm回到家，妈还是躺在床上。妈：“刚才赶着煮给你吃，炸葱炸到不美，气死我。”后来哥哥回到家帮忙她，她去厕所呕。我说，不舒服就不要煮。她说，“我要你吃饱才去做工。”

语塞，心酸
呕吐那身体的不适，不久前我才经历一次
闻到食物都想吐，怎还能煮饭？

妈，真对不起让你操心，操劳了
我只能说，感恩
T.T

母爱，
多么高，也无法越过她
多么深，也无法穿过她

distress

i'm suppose to recharge my battery now for tomorrow.
i'm just in the process of cutting of my duration being on9.
i'm just distress-ing here hehe.....

i receive the very first red bomb in my lifetime.
and what a funny conversation i had after that.

“老师你有去前面那个哥哥(my boss)的婚礼吗？”
“有啊”
“哟就好咯！”
“你想去啊？叫哥哥请你去咯”
“不要，我怕”

（O.O)
who will find going wedding dinner interesting?
i only enjoyed once in herman n hellen's wedding dinner.

year 2010 has been a really really busy year of mine
in which i am never free after the striking of clock to 12am announcing the arrival of year 2010.

i wake up around 7-8am+ everyday
i reach home almost 12am almost everyday
in which i only have "free time" to on9 after 12am
wtf shud b my sleeping time but i'm just
slowly cutting my duration being on9.
i'm damn sure i on9 not more than 1 hour per day now.
even not more than 45 minutes
should be a good accomplishment xD

i wanna go shopping, i got money liao
but i still have to clear all my debts.
and i dun have time to shop =.="
maybe will be free on 23rd Jan
because it's school replacement day!!!!!!!
now i love government school replacement so much
bcoz it means that i wont need to work wukaka
but there's still alot of things waiting to be done leh...

sorry ppl if u find me being far away from u
i don't like it too
i couldnt help it
><"

说话的艺术

我们家讲话都很有陷阱

出外吃饭，问你“好吃吗？”
“好吃”，你付钱

今天妈问：“喜欢吃炸葱吗？”
“喜欢！er....不知道”
“以后你吃面不要放多多炸葱哈！因为你不知道你喜欢吃没有”
“喜欢喜欢”
“喜欢来帮我mie葱头”

T,T