妈

今天，
9am做工，2pm回家，
5pm做工，6.30pm回家，
7点开会，9.30pm回家。

6.30pm,回家之前我拨电话问妈妈煮好了没，心想若还没煮好我就直接去开会。妈说煮好了。我回到家，妈妈不舒服在床上休息。吃饱后，就开会去了。

9.30pm回到家，妈还是躺在床上。妈：“刚才赶着煮给你吃，炸葱炸到不美，气死我。”后来哥哥回到家帮忙她，她去厕所呕。我说，不舒服就不要煮。她说，“我要你吃饱才去做工。”

语塞，心酸
呕吐那身体的不适，不久前我才经历一次
闻到食物都想吐，怎还能煮饭？

妈，真对不起让你操心，操劳了
我只能说，感恩
T.T

母爱，
多么高，也无法越过她
多么深，也无法穿过她

Chen ching

She's a cheerful 6 years old girl, always come to music school happily, have lesson happily and go home happily. Yesterday, she bring one more art class bag to Deciso but when she's playing piano, I noticed that she forgot to bring her happy face.

"What happen ChenChing?"

"My mom still have to work on Saturday..." tears flow out from her innocent eyes.

Her mood is so spoilt that she couldnt continue playing piano anymore. We just did some talking and theory work on the lesson.

"... ... See mommy's so busy. She have to work, do the housework, accompany you and talk to your dad also. Did you help mommy out?"

"Yes I help her to do the cleaning. I help her to wipe the floor."

Poor little girl, despite explaining so much telling her why her mom still have to work on Saturday, I still feel sad for her. This 6 years old girl, willing to contribute to the family, what she want is just something very simple, yet parents couldnt fulfill her wish.


Who's fault?

Society's fault.

secret

this secret is not the movie by jay chou
but a book shared by taska headmistress today
sharing something similar with ruiyi's latest post on
<the law of attraction>

we must have positive thinking so that we attract it to come true!
so now i'm thinking, everyday is a good day,
i will have a healthy body
have a bright career
and live happily with my love ones

you are what you think you are
~*winks*~

but it's just 自欺欺人
if you didnt put in effort
and then keep thinking " i will get a fruitful end result"
:D

going to taska
is like not only working
but also an informal learning process there
as i really have a very very good boss
who teaches us many thingsssss that are useful in life

ohyea everyone has a good boss
and i have more than one good boss
;)

everyone has a good boss!
and i have more than one good boss,
a good mom, a not bad dad x)
a not bad brother
and quite a number of good friends

there's nothing i can ask for more.
:)

mom

yesterday, i went to bed in the middle of night.
mommy came in and lay down beside me.
and i told her the thing that worried me most, these days.
something that really threatens my mind in which i cant find a best situation to tell.
so happened that yesterday is a good timing and i grabbed the opportunity to let her know.

after the talk in the silent night, my mom went back to her room
i could hardly sleep, with thoughts overwhelming in my mind,
part of the reason is i slept alot in the evening :P

it's really a very very very big relief
thanks god i have someone who will always be there for me
to take care of me, to support me, to listen to me
to double the happiness and also halving the sorrow

i have a 100% mom
but sorry i'm not a 100% daughter.
你的恩情真的比天长

so everyone, i'm doing fine again here.
and it's more than just fine.

x(

剪不断 理还乱

时间不够用
可是我真的没有办法
善用每一分一秒

生活不能只有不停奋斗啊！
那不像人的生活
更不像我的作风

是什么感觉？
一团糟!

取舍、割舍
割啥？

我都在逃避...
:(

累垮了

最近

最近都在吐血
是吐血没错
我会自重

人生真的
为什么？

之前读过一篇文章
得空的话跟你们分享

我说，
得空的话~
:P

感叹

色即是空

人人都能琅琅上口的这一句
不是男女之间的色
是彩色的色

你得到一样东西的同时
唯一不变的结果是
你将失去他她它
不同的只是时限

悟空悟空
万事皆空

在我们不断埋怨的时候，
感谢身边的人事物，
不断地提醒我们
“珍惜眼前的一切”
在来得及时
请多感恩

11/10/09

做生意守则：有言信
就算你要使诈，请不要露出马脚... ...
若露出马脚，请乖乖认错尝试补偿

今天有人当我们是傻子......
我们在外吃晚餐...
爸爸告诉那人，肉加了很浓的酸醋......
他试后竟然跟我们说是加太多酸柑水......
好像我爸妈吃了那么多年食物，不会分酸柑和酸醋...
只用鼻子嗅都呛
只吃了一小口，回到家里胃还有些不舒服....
酸柑竟然有那么酸 =.="

爸说那些工业醋，不是给人吃的哦~
如果是那些读law的人，就告他们咯~
他竟然说是酸柑，那我们也不必多说~

哎呀
cross the restaurant out
(dehhhhh~~~)
X

x.o.x.o

haha my family was back from dinner, opening the gate to walk into house compound
dad open the gate and was walking in...
somebody at the back press the remote control again.
dad: “要谋杀啊？哎呀这次差一点点差一点点就压到了” repeat many time x)

when brother was walking in, the last one....
dad press the remote control before brother really walk in....
mom:“要报仇啊哈？拿我的儿子来报仇啊？” repeat many time again x)

damn funny xp

x.o.x.o

wheeeeee~~~
there's a hive on the tree infront of our house
mommy called dbkl to come and destroy? it
so that the bees wont come and sting us!!!
i was stung twice by bees long time ago
damn pain de lorh...

tonight the dbkl people came and
whooooooooh they add some duno what liquid to a clothe
hang it on a stick or what
put on fire!!!
to fire the hive until it drop down
wow~

amitabha...

x.o.x.o.

oh babe
jeening score 90
but she actually can do better lorh
ngam ngam get what i want only...
nvm a good start anyway
:P

x.o.x.o.

ohlala i like pastorale conservertoire of music~
much more than deciso hehe...

x.o.x.o.

boooom boooom pow
wasting time blogging here and
i am going to burn the midnight oil!!!
for tuesday's practical it's the last one yayyy!!!
grrr preparation work is always... always... always....
procrastination is always a thief of time
being more organized and more disciplined is always
the biggest task x)

x.o.x.o.

i make a new friend today,
her name is 不懂,
is 8 years old
and is miss yim's niece
we join the same violin ensemble

x.o.x.o.

chiteng draw me a girl with very long hair today
chiteng is a miss 十万个为什么
:P

x.o.x.o.

ohmymom
i'm still broke haha~
mommy say cannot always say u're broke
if not it will really come true that
YOU'RE BROKE!!!!
yayaya i'm very very very not broken... xD

x.o.x.o

hehehe
very very obvious that
i'm in good mood
but

my eyes still horh
even i feel that i have enough sleep horh
my eyes still feel very tired de lohh....
like i never close my eyes while sleeping like that.
i duno why

addiction

i got addicted with friends being around...

not a good sign though~
people just have too many things to buzz about

总觉得各地发生的各种灾害
都带着同样的讯息

friends

friends,
of all kind.

they somehow
have some reaction to ur life

that's what i think.

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surprisingly (hehe...)
i feel good to hang out with 5L people....
i think i just have to gather gather myself with people.
of my age, without any generation gap x)

thanks to jacksonteoh and aishan
for the gathering
heehee...

i dun understand why
why the writers have to shape stepmothers into a bad evil character
so what if the children happen to be having a stepmother?
*thinking too much*

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"Rapunzel Rapunzel put your hair down"
vanessa told me a story today
5 years old, princess
:)

gor gor mine

i love my brother!!!!

just very random-ly feel like that.

we used to quarrel
we used to fight!!!!
he kick
(he must have had alot of calcium his bone is so so keras like rocks)
i bite (until my teeth drop off lol)

there's once when we're on our way home from port dickson
we duno did what in the car that our parents punished us to......
use canes to beat each other before we go into the house

oh he bite too!!!! that was a big quarrel when we got older

lol
we dislike each other
grrrrrrrr....

*~*~*

we're afraid of dad when we're young
every night,
we ran into respective room together when daddy came back from work
later, we ran back into respective room when parents came home late night.

he accidentally gave me a nice kick right on my eyes
while we're playing in the dark...
and we laugh it off bcoz we're playing
our room doors used to be our "toys"
we can play using only our door....
we can play using walls too!!!

i played his lego
he played masak masak with me
we watched Ultraman together,
and also power rangers and dragon ball!

i accidentally tear off his nice 七龙珠 drawing
he accidentally broke my piggy bank

mommy said
there's once when we're playing with cousin brother,
when i was only... 3?
he thought cousin brother wanna bully me
and he pushed my cousin brother until he fell down
x)

when i'm in secondary school
it's sports day and an indian with his gang came and tap on my shoulder
my brother gave him a very lion-ish look

~*~*~*~

he show off his assignment to me
and teach me some things he learnt
he asked mommy to let me hang out with friends


i love my brother,
although he spent more time with his laptop than me.
grrrrrr....

still abit soul-less
:(

WPH 4286

Windy Li Wei:

"今天6 点放工了，驾车回家，下着很大雨。回到jinjang utara。有一辆motor 走出我的路线，我差点撞到他，但是没有撞到，我已经回到我家门口，但是我看见那motor follow 我 。我不敢进家，怕他 ‘’book ‘’ 着我 。我驾着车走多一圈。他用力打我的车叫我停车。我开了车镜。他说我撞到他，如果我撞到他。他已在路上了。他叫我开 门。我不开他伸手进我的车off 我de车拿了我车key。open my car door。came inside my car，he start the car engine .he want to take me go.but my leg is pressing the brake hard .he hit my leg.他踩油但是我踩着“brake‘’ so the car cannot move 。i hon my car.i 叫很大声。屋里的人们看。但是没人救我。好才后面的车 ‘’hon'。他用拳头打我的脸。下我的车走了。脸黑青了。当场吓了一跳。已经报案了。朋友们女生们下次一个人驾车小心点。"

it happened yesterday,
180809

She's my cousin sister.
when she wind down the window screen,
the motorcyclist pulled out the car's key and so he got into the driver seat
sat beside her =.="""
(wonder how can driver seat fit two people,
somemore can drive. let's try out)
and wanted to drive my cousin sister away.

my cousin sister step on the brake pedal,
honk and shouted
the residents saw but none came out to help
luckily there's car coming at the back that the malay culprit runaway.
leaving her two punch....

people,
dont ever wind down your window screen for strangers.
if people claim that you have knocked him/her,
please drive to the police station


safety first!!!

听闻

毛骨悚然

请结伴出门

回忆

最美

GirLS

whenever u go anywhere u're unfamiliar with
or even places u're familiar,
rmb to get a companion

and
always rmb to speak up

safety
always come first

xxx

tmd
somebody make me wanna
scold bad words

reflection

过眼云烟

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大家，
不管你们在忙什么
只要不是忙着玩，
我们一起加油!!!

当然
偶尔放松一下是必要的!

“休息，是为了走更长远的路!”
x）

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让我开心的人
让我生气的人
让我难过的人
让我失望的人
让我欺负的人

玩过我的人
骂过我的人
劝过我的人
笑过我的人
打过我的人

哈哈
我突然想跟你们说谢谢
谢谢你们伴我成长
xP

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

连续忙了几星期
我突然不习惯在家里闲着的感觉
即时其实还有很多东西等着我做

有种很想往外跑的感觉
哈哈被艾珊带坏
shhh...
xP

没啦其实外头还有东西还没搞啊!
忙完要出去才能做的先嘛

我的鞋坏掉有好几个星期了啊
还有道具还没买
明天要交功课啊!!
真是的!!!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

要不断不断充实自己啊！
机会是为做好准备的人设的!

如果你认为时间多得是
迟点也不迟
那就大错特错啦!

等到机会来才准备？
等着追巴士吧!

可是可是
dont have too many iron in the fire
满身刀，没一把利
那就不好啦!
x）

舍得舍得
能舍才能得!!

我想吃雪糕lehhh...
妈妈不要陪我吃雪糕啊!
:(

商场

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