Saturday, February 28, 2009

some colours on my drawing paper

Ms Lai
i miss her
i dont know why
it's a hazy memory though
i think it was a sweet one

x

some conversation make some not so sweet memory flash into my mind
my kindegarten performance...
omg i'm wondering what was my parents doing???
they're there not to watch my performance?
why after my performance i can't see them?
why don't appear for my next costume for next performance?
so they're there for what?
and why disappear?

i asked her just now
my mom said i very ji chou instead of answering my question
what i want is reasons wei...

there's once on sports day, my bro had band performance also.
my mom saw me running in races..
she said i'm like flying, made her felt scared...

what's that to scare about?
worst come to worst is fell down and bleed only ma
if so scary dont watch lorh...

after that they never attend anything that i'm involved anymore
=S

next time when u all had kids
rmb to attend events that they're joining
they really really hope that u will be there
watching video clip is very different with watching live performance
like watching romance movie is very different from experiencing one

x

omg now only i recalled that
Chong Pei Chee is not only my kindegarten tuition friend
but also my kindegarten school mate!!!
now only i found out back
omg!
@@

x

and there's once i was quite disappointed with one of my friends
it's really
a
let down

x

i think it's very true that
the higher is our expectation, the more is our disappointment

x

apart from that i recalled about myself falling down for a very lame thing
one day when i was in standard 2 i realized that i forgot to bring drawing paper to school
so i run out to find my mom to get one for me
u know those lion-ish teacher la...

i fell down when i'm passing a bump
and got hurt very seriously at my knee area
the lamest thing is we didn't use drawing paper that day!
lol

so it bleed and left scars.
now still can see the scars
walk, bend, ... ... all also very painful and mafan that time
my mom accompany me through that

once more my waist "lahir snake"
it's a skin disease
they say if the thingy goes one round over my waist then i can die
and it went over half of my waist...
so im still now blogging here

that time more painful
lean down to sleep also painful
must keep my back straight all the time
my mom helped me went through the ordeal of hardship too
=)

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my mom keep nagging me to sleep
she says tmr morning also can write these rubbish
she doesnt understand that it must be written when i have the mood

and i feel like something slips away from my mind dy
duno missed which part... maybe will complete it the next day.
kacau saja u wanna sleep sleep la call me to sleep for what
i know i hv to wake up early tmr and that's my own business
grrr....

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(continue)
ended up i slept at 3am "yesterday" lol
and woke up at 7am today grrr
"if u wanna be naughty u have to be daring to eat shit"
it's a hokkien saying... haha...

why sleep at 3am?
because today got violin lesson
so you know what am i doing at midnight
of course i put on mute so that i dun create some nightmares to neighbours
i think even my parents don't know that i'm still awake in my room
if not let them ngam kao kao

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continue with what i've recalled
i saw shuling in winter time!!!
no, it should be another way.
shuling saw me in winter time.

yesterday accompanied mom to 1utama to hunt her wallet
cause she lost hers dy.
but no stock dy

went winter time coz she wanna buy things from there too
but lady luck is not with us that ya no stock again...

so i asked:
"when will your stock arrive?"
"which other outlet will have this?"
"about when will your stock arrive?"
coz she didnt answer what i want so i asked once more ler...

and then i received a sms when i'm in popular book shop
shuling text me
"kangaroo! i saw u in winter time!"

omg i forgotten that i'm a kangaroo tim
i went back to winter time to talk to her
i asked her why she saw me i din saw her
coz she's promoting smtg to a customer there in a corner also can see me

she says she recognize my voice!!!!
fuyoh of all the voices in the world!!!!
she says mine is special wahaha~
i love to be special...

she said she wanna shoot me
"miss, don't ask so much question. dont have means dont have"
omg it's E-society now lorh i expect you all to have online system knowing the stocks in other outlet also larhhh
everything also duno de wor...
so lao yah somemore wanna tegur customer worh...
babi sangat ya next time dun buy anything from winter time
haha...

ok expectation again

x

there's one guy that really seems perfect to me
really admire him alot although he has his shortcoming too
but we should 取人之短不掩人之长 right?

x

i feel uncomfortable to be asked over the same question for uncountable times
so pls don't ask me what am i currently on....
it's really not a "one-sentence-answer"
unless if i'm willing to be story teller

x

life's a process of learning
keep it on minhui and friends.
=D

i feel like sleeping now zzz
it's 4.43pm haha night stalker

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another add-on
i hate bees stung!!!
once bitten, twice shy grrrr

Thursday, February 26, 2009

哥他在赶ass

好酷哦

Monday, February 23, 2009

深度

Thursday, February 19, 2009

屬於 - 梁靜茹

我堅持的 都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的 就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求 我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了 不要呢

或許吧 或許我永遠都不会遇見他
或許吧 或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力

屬於風的 那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的 那就洶湧的
屬於我們的愛 該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就註定了的那個他
是他吧 他原來就在這裏啊


long time nvr post lyrics in my blog
i like this song, in some way

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

欢迎

任何心里不平
任何愤愤不平
任何伤心欲绝
任何问题
任何疑问
想要闲聊
想要分享
想要倾诉

欢迎寻拨热线
017 379 12xx

msn 聊
sms 聊
见面聊 (最好)

其实我耳朵不是很会听电话
总听不清对方说啥
不懂是电讯干扰
还是耳朵真的有问题

我听电话很专心的
因为很怕听不到
所以不用怕我会敷衍你

ps:
今天听的电话大部分听懂
听不懂的都再三重复了


时间最佳于傍晚至晚上时分

Sunday, February 15, 2009

dinner

记得小学时
学校规定我们要写日记和周记
天天写日记了还有东西写在周记meh??

因为周记都是星期一交的
每个星期天,当我想不到有什么可以写
就写“星期天晚上,爸爸带我们一家人去云顶半山吃晚餐... ... ...”

我不喜欢凭空想象写一些没有发生的事情,
因为只有作文才是凭空想象的。

我喜欢去那里吃晚餐
因为那里的鱼好吃
回家途中又有很多星星可以看
上了中学就很少去了

真的很多星星
近的;远的;闪亮的;若隐若现的
猎户座走远了,变很小一个
其他的不会看

同时收音机刚好播放着我爱的歌s

在想,
那颗星星上有没有外星人?
它们在做什么?
什么时候来找我们?

道路两旁为赶路人照明的橙黄色街灯
在我仰望天空时把强烈灯光照射进我的瞳孔
打开了泪闸子

还有
把头转回直立时会有晕眩感

Saturday, February 14, 2009

140209

my valentine pressie
=)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

moo moo year

a quarrel year which i non-stop quarreling with my parents
>.<"

my mom cant stand my indiscipline
while
i cant stand my dad's nonsense

so maybe daytime i quarrel with mom
and nighttime i quarrel with dad

lol despite being n years of businessman selling groceries,
he even firmly claimed that the medium sized plastic bag he brought back is the biggest plastic bag
it's just so nonsense!

and i got hit by ruler this morning
i even kena boiled hot water someday in the past
just to wake me up at 8 smtg!!!
"it's just more than enough!!!"
i stared at my mom,twice
and succeed to make her stop

it's so not peace horh?
but i still love my mom.
and hugged her in the evening
lol

it's just a cycle that
we just hv to quarrel and then reconcile
xP

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

促法

saya sedang melakukan satu kesalahan
without any feeling worry nor compunction
):

i'm the main culprit who's the one giving idea and making action
简称幕后黑手兼帮凶

if you're very kepoh ask me personally and i will decide whether to tell you or not

我不要跟你好

儿童世界里完全不会过时的话

我倒想知道
“跟你好”

这充满语病的话的由来~

我不要跟你好
我跟你坏?
mm...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

19岁的农历新年不一样

真的体力透支
但我享受

家里的吊饰都是我挂的~
=P

落地开花

我已故的公公留下来的
被当作“水壶”用的“茶壶”

每天早上
睡醒都会去倒水喝

有一天~
蒙松地去盛水
结果...

壶盖掉在地上
造成一个缺口

就被没有感情的plastic壶取代了
心理作用
玻璃壶的水喝起来特别有味道
plastic壶的水不好喝...
haha..

F&N印刷的红包袋美horh?


月亮圆 月亮圆
月亮照在我的家

Thursday, February 5, 2009

感想

曾经以为
部落格只是一个让我发泄的地方

曾经以为
我不会再翻阅往事

直到最近
我发现我没注意到一些朋友的留言

直到今天
我打开每篇附有留言的post...

钩起很多很多很多的回忆
想起很多要好的朋友...
很要好的朋友...
很想念的朋友...
是甜美的~

也发现
玻璃弹珠真的越来越少


爱你们
~*hugs*~

basically only hann, zhu, ruey, iyiv, yin, anonymous? leave comment under posts.
and tperng appeared twice when i'm still in high school
+wen appeared once!
i read some before but
i really nvr notice quite alot of comment b4 tis

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

lol
mommy keeps telling me,
she hopes that i will accompany to hongkong...
coz my sense of taste is good lol~

but RM1100 only for flight wei?
i don't mind if you sponsor me
>.<"

Sunday, February 1, 2009

for kenvern

greeting card
editted from ur facebook picture

the pig is drawn by myself!
wee~~~

appreciate it, i dun simply make greeting card for ppl
if can colour print it out and laminate it!
xP

tis "e-card" is from our whole family k?
all the best dear big bro!